Sketchbook #2

Over the past few weeks i've tried to begin sketching more often? I guess I say I sketch / Doodle constantly, but in reality I hate my sketchpad and the majority of the things in it. I don't like the way sketches look in the end (or at least my sketches) That's why I never really sketch freely with no idea in mind. I will always try and make a composition. I'm making attempts at sketching more but it will usually be more of a practice run at an idea or the little repetitive shapes practiced in my sketchpad. This is to people who can sketch and can make it look awesome. I'm jealous of you.